posting

at last, after 4 months of waiting, we get to know our posting....
last week, we only knew the negeri that we will be posted...
and alhamdulillah, i get to be posted in selangor....
all my friends knew that, i'm dying wanted to be posting in hosp selayang....
so, gelisah x tentu hala ler...x tau nk dpt hosp mane....
so yesterday afternoon, mar messaged me...
she said that both of us do not get posted in selayang....
O.O....
i was shocked and speechless....
honestly, i'm very, very dissapointed and frustrated...
till i cried...
so, my mood was down and i didn't knew how to tell mama cos i know that i'll broke into tears again...
so, near the bukak puase, i gain my strength and told mama that my posting was not in selayang...
and, x leh thn...i broke into tears again....(i become very fragile and a crybaby with my mama and bapak)
so, mama try to consoled me and make me feel ease....
huhu...i know that i have to terime the reality and i know that everything that happen, surely ade hikmah di sebaliknye...
but to think that, i will not be working in selayang just make me wanna cry....
maybe becos of many things that i hope to be happen to me, not becoming a reality alot of times...
maybe sbb saye dh terfikir nk keje kt situ from sem7 lg....
and maybe sbb i put high hope to be working there, eventhough mar and izza pernah ckp jgn terlalu berharap, klu x dpt nnt kecewa...
hmmmm.....i have to admit that i put a very high hope....

later, after solat isyak....i calmed down abit and tell myself that to face the reality and take the challenge....
working everywhere is the same though maybe lacking here and there...
but take that as ur experience...
and, lgpn posting ni setahun je..only during PRP before we become fully registered and get another posting...
and surely, next time i will try again....

so, hanna....
face the reality...
jgn putus asa...
take it as a challenge in ur life...
everything that happen ade hikmahnye...

chaiyok!! gambarre!!
(^^)