Tuesday, August 31, 2010

prayer

pray that my senior, a happiness, who's going to start her new life in her hometown after waiting for a long time..
pray that my friend who's in dilemma and drama of life to be strong..im here for u babe..
pray that all my friends who'll be starting their new life sooner, a good one..
pray that my days to come, to be sailing smoothly..changes will happen sooner or later though i hate it..huhu..
pray that sooner my loneliness will be gone..
pray that my dream to be in my hometown will become a reality, one day..
pray that i'll be a good person to everybody esp to my parents..
pray that all my prayers will be answered by the Almighty during this Ramadhan al-mubarak...ameen..

Thursday, August 26, 2010

is it?

are we being injusticed?
hope not...
please don't treat us like that..
we are people too, have feelings...
what do u feel if this thing happen to ur loved ones?
i hope its not....
Allah sahaja yg tahu..
to those yang terlibat, banyakkan bersabar, ade sebab kenape semua ni berlaku kat kite..
if those people treat us right, alhamdulillah..if not, itu urusan mereka dengan Tuhan...

Saturday, August 21, 2010

currently...

i'm working in kelantan...nearly 1 year already..
how was it?
hmmm...not so happy...
im now a pharmacist, working in hosp jeli..
only three PF there, so a lot of responsibility to cover comes with alot of problems..

dari kecik dah besa idup di tempat yang senang, mewah for everything...alih2 kena posting kat tempat yg sgt2 berbeza drpd tempat kita membesaq dari kecik...
at first, masa tau kene posting kelantan...da x tau nk feel camana, tp sebab xdak kabel besaq gajah utk stay di s'gor, dgn berat hati pergi jua melaporkan diri di kelantan..
igtkn lapor diri aritu terus dpt tau dapat hosp mana...naaaa...rupa-rupanya, org kt ctu pn x dpt lgi list nama kitorg ni...so, mama ngn bapak have to go back first...
2 hari lps tu, baru tau kena posting di jeli, which is one of the place that is the most 'hulu-est'...
tepon mama bgtau, smbil nangis2...mama srh buat surat rayuan, esok pegi jumpa org yg bertanggungjawab, siap leleh2 nk mntk tkq bg dpt d bndr ckit dgn alasan saye org luar, sorg2, sesungguhnya lgsg tidak dilayan...

maka...bermulelah episod baru hidupku...
at first, mmg rase sgt2 suck and terrible...
but then (and until now), cuba menerima Qada' dan Qadar yg telah ditentukan oleh Allah...
setiap yg berlaku ada hikmahnya....tapi kita sebagai manusia, mmg terlalu lemah untuk menerima kenyataan yang mmg lari jauh drpd apa yg diidamkan, masih lagi mempersoalkan 'kenapa?', 'why me?'...
dan sejak kebelakangan ni, kesedaran timbul, semua yang berlaku mmg ada reason, cume kita ja yg x nmpk...ku kata pada diriku sndiri (hari2), bersabarlah, walaupun byk dugaan yang dtg, pelbagai masalah yg timbul yg menyerabutkan fikiran, niat di hati kena betul, ikhlas kerana Allah, baru hati kita tenang, segala urusan dipermudahkan...
dan telah lama alpa dengan kehidupan, maka kena kembali semula kepada Maha Pencipta, barulah segala yang dipohon akan menjadi kenyataan...
tapi kekadang tergelincir juga...
so, Hannah Mahir sentiasa lah berusaha... ^^

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aktiviti di kelantan mmg x byk..
oncall selang 3 minggu...bile oncall, stay di jeli..
weekend x oncall, dulu masa arina still here, rumah itulah yg dituju, keluar dgn arina, KB Mall dan Tesco ditawaf...(sbb x de tpt lain nk dituju dah)
skrg, arina da dpt transfer blk s'gor (uwaaaa!!!! mmg sedih yg amat), naseb baik ada zana...
berkampung la weekend ku di tnh merah pulak...
tiap2 bulan mesti, wajib blk selangor...x kira org nk kata apa pun,(pasai org yg gheja di jeli pon tiap2 minggu balik ke halaman masing2, jdnya org luaq ni lagi la) yg pasti, waktu tu mmg kena balik untuk refreshment...
apa2 pun utk org yg men'support' saya, menolong saya, meminjamkan saya ubat-ubatan setiap hari....terima kasih byk2 (sgt2 byk)...i owe you guys big time...

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kepada rakan2 baek ku...aku rindu sama kamu semua.... :(